Journey into Mediumship
When I was a very young girl (4 years old-ish), I had an ‘imaginary friend’. Her name was Seacil. She kept me company when I was lonely. She loved to play games with me. She was my best friend.
I knew others could not see her so I would ask my older sisters to be careful around her, so as not to step or sit on her. And of course, they kindly complied (I have wonderful sisters).
As I grew older, I stopped seeing Seacil. I became more fearful of things not seen with the naked eye. I was spooked easily and scary movies greatly affected me. My connection with those in the Ethers became distorted and confusing.
On top of this change, I was considered stupid by some. Failed first grade and was called stupid by my dad. That set the tone for a great part of my life. As for teenage hood and beyond, I was thought to be an airhead, (head in the clouds) and for decades to follow, airhead was the theme.
I fought my ‘airhead’ self as much as I could. Why can’t I be smarter? Why can’t I remember things? Why do I get things mixed up? My self-esteem was so low in this area of my life. The things I told myself were actually cruel.
About twelve years ago, (still in my 40s, but barely), I had a change in energy. I simply desired to listen to positive messages while commuting back and forth to work. I did not have access to pod casts and You-tube videos then. So, I picked up CDs from the library (which was also very limiting in regards for what I was desiring). One CD was ‘The Secret’. The section on gratitude (which I listened to repeatedly) spoke so strongly to me that my shift began. And wow, what a shift I experienced.
Such an opening, a widening of my perspective with a greater acceptance of myself and others. Along with a love for the unseen once again. So very childlike.
I started to consume information on Metaphysics, Spiritualism and all things Mystical. Nothing scared me anymore (at least not for long). Not even my so called ‘air headedness’. I could see the Truth in it. What I fought against for so many years attempting to fit in, I finally realized is my Super Power.
Yes, I like my head in the clouds. I like to be in the Ethers. I am an air sign. I see things differently and I love having a relationship with what is not visible. I always have. I have just been misunderstood, mostly by me.
With this incredible shift of self-perspective, I became open to:
· those who have transitioned (died),
· to those of ancestral clans,
· to those of Angelic Realms,
· to those of Galactic Forces of Love,
· to my Guides,
· and to my Higher Soul Self. How fun!
Of course, I continued to study and seek wise council in the development of my gifts. And Mediumship is my true Love. To be used in such a sacred beautiful way, is an absolute honor.
I want to thank Seacil, ‘my so-called imaginary friend’, for waiting for me to accept myself. I even wrote an entire chapter book with her as the main character (Somewhat Mystical), and I dedicated the book to her.
The dedication goes like this:
‘I want to express great gratitude for a special little being who presented herself when I was a very young girl. Most called her imaginary, but I knew better. I called her Seacil and still do today. ‘
So often what we believe are character flaws, are truly our super powers, our greatest gifts. Sometimes we are just scared of our own Light (quote by Penney Peirce).
I encourage you to look into those so-called flaws, embrace them with acceptance and watch what they transform into.
Know your worth. Know your Super Power.
Much Love and Gratitude, My Friends.
Victoria